I'm uh going through a lot on here... I admit that I have been too annoying, too selfish and stupid. I should reconsider on what to do with the rest of my life. First things first I have to learn that if anyone talk to me I talk back to them; if not then I back off. If i ask for a drawing and they say no i back off. I have got to give people their space and leave them alone. Second, I should try to get a job or find something better to do than waste my life in a room and sleep all day. Third, I have to be more kind and independent instead of being self-absorbed and whiney. It's just I have learned that life is really tough but I have to be strong about it. I guess now people have been blocking me for pissing them off a lot; might as well deserve it... i understand guys... I'm really sorry; I never meant to be such a douche to you all. I need to forget the past and focused on the here and now. From now on, I'll improve my social skills respectively. It's time for me to change!